monster

Monster

Shivering, crying and suffering

I was left

Alone

Standing beside the sofa

Didn’t thought this time would come

Didn’t prepared myself for this

That kiss that put an end

Took away everything away from me

My heart, my life, my love, my soul

Including my very all…

I was stabbed

I felt like dying….

My heart…. It’s pumping so hard that

I think it’s gonna explode

My lungs… I can’t breathe

Feels like the oxygen in my body is running out

I felt the cold air gush towards me

Cold blood rushed all over my veins

Made myself numb for a little while

Few words of him had hit me like crazy

All my strength was drained

Can you imagine how helpless I’ve become?

But no!

I am Superman

It never felt so good!

Can you see the hero in me?

It’s a magical feeling

No, I wasn’t hurt after all

Can you see this, these and these?

Lovely flowers, sweet chocolates, mushy quotes and poems

Perfect friends, loving family

They’re everywhere

Oh yes! I’m very much ok..

But reality stinks!

You can’t run from it…anywhere you go

It’s gonna haunt you

And it do haunted me

Now see…I’ve been killed for the third time

Can’t exactly remember when was the second..

Yes, I am no superman!

And I’ve got no hero in me

I was hurt and dying

No flowers, no chocolates, no mushy quotes and poems

Can mend my brokenness

There aint nobody who can help me get out this pit

I had fallen into…

I had few deep breaths

Yes I’m gonna make it

I’ll be able to do it

From afar I saw the light

The light was there…I knew, all I have to do was follow the light

I helped myself stand…

And walked for sometime…

While I was walking, recovering my strength,

Ecstatic by the steps I’ve made,

Suddenly a monster gripped me!

He stood in front of me and beat me up

He blocked the light

The light that was my only way of surviving…

Again, I’m dying

But I believe, I can still make it

I just have to follow the light…

But where is the light?

Where is it?

It’s gone!!!!!!!!!

I can’t exactly take into account how many times

I’ve felt being killed..

All I can recall

Is that,

That monster killed me

By taking away my dreams

My hopes…the light I’m yearning for. .my only hope

He killed me while I was recovering my strength…

That man who ended my all

That horrible pathetic monster that murdered me…